Realize...

I thought you far away from me

I thought you decided to follow other

I thought you change your mind

HOWEVER

I just got to know 

You never leave since it started

Stress 

I don't want you be part of my life

Leave me ALONE!!!!

~J&G Forever~

Am I serious...?? O.o

Haha

Yesterday a friend of mine told me

"First time I saw Grace is so serious!"

I am freeze for a while

I don't know how to react to the utterance

 I also surprise to my act

I got a lot of Why?? questions

1. Why I am so busy??

2. Why I cannot just enjoy my life since life is short??

3. Why I got so many works??

4.Why all works got submission date??...

5. Why??...

I always ask those questions

Unfortunately

So far

I couldn't find reasonable answer

You need to take note

I become serious due to my tension

My tension build up because of my works

My works construct because of my superiors

Haiz....

Life...Life...and life...

Why??Why?? and Why??

~J&G Forever~

My dilemma??

Bachelor in English

I love language and communication

That's why I love my course

I don't like exam and quiz

But I understand

Life is like this

You gain some and loose some

I am not good enough

That's why I need to enter university

To learn more and gain more knowledge

So

Please don't assume I know all

Share with me

Your ideas

Your knowledge

Don't tease me

When I ask you question

It won't show you are smarter than I

But It will definitely show you are stingy

Appreciate with what I have

Follow the way that I chosen

I won't give up

I will gain what I want

~J&G Forever~

After the war....

I just come back from a war

A war of papers and ideas

Full with snacks and tea

24 hours in front of lappy

Eyes look like China treasure

People who evaluate me may be don't know my ideas

But I am sure that

I am free for a moment NOW

~J&G Forever~